I didnt do this to you so why are you doing this to me?

i dont know why, but i CANNOT get over Ryhno..
i dont know what it is about him but i can i can not,
I have tried for months, weeks, days, minutes and secents...
and i still cant:/
behind me saying duhh im over him im really not!
and then my freind at the SHS goes over to him and is talking to him whe she is the one i though
would know that is so hard for me to watch. but yet she still does it.
and YES i know i do not owen him or am saying he cant talk to other girls but aaa.. i like to
think that(: but i know i cant:(

All In All; i just really wish i could get over him... so i didnt have to go threw this:/