ToDaY...

Today.. i can say today was one of those mixed days fantastic, but behind all the fantastic stuff there is the teard dropping stuff!

Moring- pretty normal got ready didnt see anyone went to school.

School- pretty normal CREW 69<3 p.s. im DJunk(: pretty grand!

After School- pretty great jung out with Crew ant that was fun!

Then i get home for the first time and i walk in the door and i can just feel that my
parents are fighting again! so i just ingnore them and yonder down in to my room
and lay here and update my blog(:
that how i roll!!

JD

JTZBFF(:

J- Jocey
T-Tyler
Z-Zander(tylers little brother)
B-best
F-frinds
F-forever

pretty much Zander is the cutes thing that i have ever seen
and were ganna play in his room tomorrow and then play Call Of Duty then pplay baseball(:
pretty much tomorrow is ganna me amazing!!

Grandma Char...:/

grannyyyy,, i hope you get better soon and that you will come home soon!
i hope you know i was babysittng 7 kids in one room so that they would not
have to see you liike that! im kinda glad i didnt either or i would be crying
harder.. it made me cry when Alex(17) was crying cuz you were not doing
so good.
love you lots, get better<3
JD

Do You Ever Just Feel Alone??

I dont know why but latley i have felt so alone.. like no one cares. i dont really know why or how i feel that way i know i have soo many people i can count on and will be there for me no matter what.but somehow i feel that i have no one i can really trust with everything on my mind! but have you ever had that feelin where you know you missin something/maybe even someone?.. yea well im having it right now. i have some many dot dot dots with things when i need a period and for some reason i just have not got that closer:/        (Ryno-yep)

All In All: I'm tired of saying I'm okay. I want someone to pass the smile, look at my eyes and say "No...your not."

Friends(:

i didnt know to write about but i really feel like blogging!
so im gannnnna describe my BESTfreinds(;

Tiff- one of the best freind you could ask for, alot like me. very calm but really hyper at the same. her voice the words she uses pretty much i love anything TMitch!

Chloe- Well she has been my best freind forever<3 no matter what we can not stay mad at each other for more than a day. we are so diffren but soo much alike we fit together like a puzzel peice(;

Sierra- hmm what can i say about my homedog?? everyone tells us we are soooo much a like and act so much the smae, from the first time we hung out i knew we were ganna be best freindes<3

Tyler- we've been freinds before and it was fantastic and now were freinds again and it even more fantastic hanging out witht he crew everyday is pretty much fabulous(:

Tyson- what can i say.. ive know ya for ever, i think its so great how you soo loud and talk to random people, and how we have serious converstation on the phone!

Lexi- ohh Lexi im still pretty sure our fight nights beets everyones i love how funny you are and your laugh it makes me laugh(;

FaLl BrEcK..

Well i guess that fall breack was pretty sucseful(:

* Got a got
* Tylers mom had a baby<3
* Hung out with friends i never see
* went shopping
* went swimming
* laid in the sun for hours and hours!
* hung out with familey
* takled to Tyson for ever on the phone

one thing that did not sit well with JD is that crew did not get to hang out :( tear
Tyler- i hope that your sister gets better!!
All in All: its been a god weekend(:

The CREW.

T.O.

T.M.

J.D.

T.O.

=

The Crew<3 

play everyday 

rape path 

Brookside

smarties

lady bugs

scooters 

pretty great life? pretty sure yes(:

-JD

Is the more than a crush...

I have a feeling that imma goin star crushin on someone soon idk who but u juss have this big erdge in my stomach about something!
when i look at my daily horoscope it always is aout love i hope that these things come true!!!
i rally hope it is someone who really cares about me and its like a picture perfect type of dating sessionq!
i have someone in my mind but i dont think i should tell anyone cuz when thats happend they start talking to them and it turns into a bad love story.. so for kow i am going to keep my mouth closed and juss see what happend!
xoxo
jd

wishes on... 11:11

So when i think about it when i did like Ryno i never really did wish for him on 11:11..
i wished for something else i wished something really deep i wished...
THAT FOR ONCE SOMEONE WOULD CARE ABOUT ME<3
i never said in that wish that it was Ryno or it was some bug.. all i wished for was that :/
and im starting to think that *wishing dust *11:11 *shooting start
are all just in fairytails. and that this is real life and thers not such thing as TRUE happeinss..
i know i sould creepey for saying that but in these teeange years idk if i know waht it feels
like to be 100% happy! the real questions does anyone?
i really just wish that soon my life will become some kind of failrytale and i will have
a happy ever after </3

 All In All: I don't want another Cinderella story. I don't even want a Twilight story. All I want is you & me. Our own story with our own happy ending.

things are shapping up to be pretty odd.....(: ----panic @ the disco

well i can so right now....

i love life sooo much<3

i am completly over Ryno no dought in mmy mind if i saw him with another girl...
i would not care.
i have much better things to live fore
i have a lot more trails to deal with
i dont need him on top of that.
i can have someone who cares about me
i WILL have my first kiss with someone special.
i will love love high school not matter what

i am one happy girls (:

another thing i want to do it say THANK YOU SOOO MUCH, to all my friends
idk what i would do with out you i feel that you guys help me soo much
and i would be nowhere with out all you guys!

FriEND-  and my best friends now we will never end!
together forever<3

I MISS

I miss:

• our conversation
• how close we use to be
• how we would say ilyy
• how we were "best friends"
• how we would hug (and would close my eyes)
• how you sid you we kill someone if they touched me
• how we meet again scince 6th grade
• how you take up 6 pages in my jurnol
• how i woula ALWAYS want you to come to my school to tlk to you
• you didnt care if Ally broke up with you cuz we were"bff"
• i miss skyping with you:/

all in all: i miss you :(

I didnt do this to you so why are you doing this to me?

i dont know why, but i CANNOT get over Ryhno..
i dont know what it is about him but i can i can not,
I have tried for months, weeks, days, minutes and secents...
and i still cant:/
behind me saying duhh im over him im really not!
and then my freind at the SHS goes over to him and is talking to him whe she is the one i though
would know that is so hard for me to watch. but yet she still does it.
and YES i know i do not owen him or am saying he cant talk to other girls but aaa.. i like to
think that(: but i know i cant:(

All In All; i just really wish i could get over him... so i didnt have to go threw this:/

TaYlOr SwIfT

AHHHH...

did i really go to the Taylor Swift concert?.. yes  i did (:

all i can say is it was the best concert i have ever been to 

in my WHOLE life!!!

and i besides that i went with WolfPack(Chloe, TIff, Sierra, Tiff)

No drama.. bring it on...

so in the middle i look over and Chloe is BALLING during last kiss

and then me over here yelling my tounge out haha.

all in all- best day in my whole life

BRING IT ON TAYLOR SWIFT<3

Bestfreinds of just Friends?

I miss our long talks about pointless stuff. I miss everything about you. Relationship aside..I miss my friend that i could tell anything to..

I think threw everything we have been threw i though I have thought we were always best freinds.. but you on the other hand just thing friends:/ i would drop anything in the world to go back to when we were close and would talk about everything! and i know for a fact you would never think the same </3 well i hope you relize how much i miss the old US. (tear)

all in all: I Wish I Had One More Chance...

Crazy Beatiful LIfe(:

After i think about i for a while.. i really do have a
Crazy Beatiful Life..
There is not one thing that i regret doing or said or did!
im so happy were i am right now(;
trugles duhh everyone has them. famliey problems people have them alot worse than me!
I have someone i can ask anything too and will answer! love it.
pretty much all the negtivie thing i put on this blog is just gettin my feeling out!
when really i should be supper happ and just be happy with everything!

0K well i am done.
-JD

LIFE

hmm...
 Life at the age of 14 is kinda confusing. I dont know really what i think of my self or what other people think about me? sometimes i think i have the best life i could ask for. and DUHH thats pretty much true.. then other times im so emotinal. and i think of all the bad things not the positvie things!
( i REALLY neeed to work on that)
but i really think i need to be a better sister to my familey i feel like all the familey fights go on becouse of me? my paretns are SO diffretn dad: super chill he knows how a teenager like to live(lol) mom: stricketed scared to let fo almost!
and i need to be more understanding for both of them and be more nice and open to them!
but like the title of my blog LIFE IS TO SHORT TO LIVE WITH REGRETS. and so threw all the confusion and everything im going to live life to the fullest(:

what i look for in guys:

• Muscly
• Good body
• smells good
• respects girls
• starts the conversation
• likes my freinds
• doesnt rush the relashinship
• arent awkward
• good scence of humor
• likes my familey
• older than me
• taller than me (thats easy) lol
• likes to go on adventures
• supper chill about things
• loves me for me.

Pretty much with my expecation. (lol). im thinkin..
that is why i dont like many people..
but i know that if i am patient... that one someone will come(:

TIff

Your the STAR to my BURST

the APPLE to my PIE

the STRAW to my BERRY

the SMALL to my HIGH
but most of all the BEST to my FREINDS<3

ilyy Tiffany Carl Mitchell <3

09/23/2011 or in other words MM game...

Well fist of all i had a mission to make tonight and of course know me total fail..
i wanted to talk to Ryhno so  bad its not even funny.. but being little Jocey over her im a baby.
but i said a simple Hi and he said it back pretty much made my whole night! haha JK.
but i felt like  hes respect level for me is nothin and i hate that!
i think why im so attache is that i dont even like someone then i fall head over hills and get attached! (better work on that)
and then T falls for you and totally knows what she is doin, guess i do that to sometimes.

but the best part of tonight is when me Kell and tiff were playin "hide and sick" and i can honestly say i love both of them. for sure the high light of my night! haha slipping, screaming,, hiding, and a ton more! and then (it gets kinda bad again)
Chloe and T go up to Ryhno and start talking i run back and start rolling down the hill...
(funnest thing i have ever done)

All in all: mixed emotion day would describe today!

Ryhno.. or how ever you spell it

its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does..♥

This pretty much explain everything im going to lay on anyone who is going to read this(: ha well anyways im a TEENager and i pretty sure all TEENagers go through tears, laughs, hugs, kisses, heart breck. all of it.. but when you are really in love with someone (like i WAS) it is really hard to get over them. right? ha well i try to tell my self that i dont like/love him anymore but behind the smiles there is a part of me who just wants to cry.. becouse i miss the old us and how we use to talk all the time! do you miss it or im a just being a TEENage girl? lol if you notic i use the word TEEN becouse i think that we can all realate to rolling as TEENage girls?

all in all: im really trying to love/like you so <3 PLEASE help. and mind stop playing tricks on me(:
lol. im done peace.

Wilkinsons

ok... where do i start??
hm.. well ILOVEYOU GUYS
i miss you soo much its crazt
but when i think about it i think everything that has happend has helped our frends ship!
no matter how close of how far you guys will always be my BEST FREINDS
our quote: Good Friends Are Like Starts You Dont Always See Them But You Know There Always There.

ILYY SOO MUCH....

summer is over:(

What.. summer is over already? haha  honesly an i say i have had the best summer ever! i have made friends i know i will know forevever!  fell head over heals for someone who did care about. but i guess thats just how we roll as teeageres(: fights, memorise, tears, laughs,FRIENDS!
thats pretty much describes my summer<3
summer 2011 you will me missed.