9th grade

well what can i say..
friends
boys
drama
love
memories
hating peoplle
broken hearted
alone
laughing
All of these thing describe this whole year. i have learned who my true friends are and who i want to be with forever <3 and i have learned that things change over time and peopole come and go and boys need to stay in there lifes and boys of hot idiots! i have learned never to lie to a friend cuz it hurts to be lied to! through all this mess and crazzyy life i have found the real me the one i want to be i have found myself i know who i want to be around who bugs me who i am like and what i want to accomplish in life <3 and i feel so much more sucure about this thing we call life! and yes i miss poeple more that i can explain and juss wanna be freinds about. but if they dont try then guess what im not going to either! so i am going to be happy and move one.
<3 THIS IS THE ONLY LIFE WE HAVE, BETTER MAKE IT GOOD!!

ToDaY...

Today.. i can say today was one of those mixed days fantastic, but behind all the fantastic stuff there is the teard dropping stuff!

Moring- pretty normal got ready didnt see anyone went to school.

School- pretty normal CREW 69<3 p.s. im DJunk(: pretty grand!

After School- pretty great jung out with Crew ant that was fun!

Then i get home for the first time and i walk in the door and i can just feel that my
parents are fighting again! so i just ingnore them and yonder down in to my room
and lay here and update my blog(:
that how i roll!!

JD

JTZBFF(:

J- Jocey
T-Tyler
Z-Zander(tylers little brother)
B-best
F-frinds
F-forever

pretty much Zander is the cutes thing that i have ever seen
and were ganna play in his room tomorrow and then play Call Of Duty then pplay baseball(:
pretty much tomorrow is ganna me amazing!!

Grandma Char...:/

grannyyyy,, i hope you get better soon and that you will come home soon!
i hope you know i was babysittng 7 kids in one room so that they would not
have to see you liike that! im kinda glad i didnt either or i would be crying
harder.. it made me cry when Alex(17) was crying cuz you were not doing
so good.
love you lots, get better<3
JD

Do You Ever Just Feel Alone??

I dont know why but latley i have felt so alone.. like no one cares. i dont really know why or how i feel that way i know i have soo many people i can count on and will be there for me no matter what.but somehow i feel that i have no one i can really trust with everything on my mind! but have you ever had that feelin where you know you missin something/maybe even someone?.. yea well im having it right now. i have some many dot dot dots with things when i need a period and for some reason i just have not got that closer:/        (Ryno-yep)

All In All: I'm tired of saying I'm okay. I want someone to pass the smile, look at my eyes and say "No...your not."

Friends(:

i didnt know to write about but i really feel like blogging!
so im gannnnna describe my BESTfreinds(;

Tiff- one of the best freind you could ask for, alot like me. very calm but really hyper at the same. her voice the words she uses pretty much i love anything TMitch!

Chloe- Well she has been my best freind forever<3 no matter what we can not stay mad at each other for more than a day. we are so diffren but soo much alike we fit together like a puzzel peice(;

Sierra- hmm what can i say about my homedog?? everyone tells us we are soooo much a like and act so much the smae, from the first time we hung out i knew we were ganna be best freindes<3

Tyler- we've been freinds before and it was fantastic and now were freinds again and it even more fantastic hanging out witht he crew everyday is pretty much fabulous(:

Tyson- what can i say.. ive know ya for ever, i think its so great how you soo loud and talk to random people, and how we have serious converstation on the phone!

Lexi- ohh Lexi im still pretty sure our fight nights beets everyones i love how funny you are and your laugh it makes me laugh(;

FaLl BrEcK..

Well i guess that fall breack was pretty sucseful(:

* Got a got
* Tylers mom had a baby<3
* Hung out with friends i never see
* went shopping
* went swimming
* laid in the sun for hours and hours!
* hung out with familey
* takled to Tyson for ever on the phone

one thing that did not sit well with JD is that crew did not get to hang out :( tear
Tyler- i hope that your sister gets better!!
All in All: its been a god weekend(: